BeNjAmIn OnG

An Awful Nuacne ...

2011-03-15T01:58:00.002+08:00

Somehow i feel different , of all the things that happened , of all the things i've said or done , and of all the things that i've learnt ... To understand this inexplicable feeling is definitely not an easy thing to do ... I wonder and i wonder hard ... From the heart i feel uncomfortable , but from my mind , i feel so relaxed ... =) ...

Tears hangover , a despaired moment , a lost feeling two nights ago and just this morning when i found out the truth of a two-faced liar , a loss of an important item and an indifferent character ... All contributing to nothing but a massive break-down ... None but the best of the least helped ...

A reason to hate , a reason to love , a reason to lie and a reason to cry ... Everything happens for a reason and i know mine ... For God knows best ! He is my maker , my saviour , my Father and i now know that He has much greater plans for me then those i have planned for myself ... Today , i realised how easy it is to just trust ... A big loss , i might say , but a larger gain soon after ... No words can sum up the whole 2 days of my life , one of the worst i have ever had ...

Though we,ve been through ups and downs , my so called 'brothers' are nothing but a bunch of liars ... One that will talk but not do , one that will say and back down ... Where are they when i need them ? Working ? Dating ? or Playing ? Though my hopes for them are for the best in their lives and that it will not destroy them , their actions differ ... I miss them and the truth hurts , or maybe the problem is in me ? Being either too sensitive or being either too over-reacting about small petty issues ? I don't know ...

Nevertheless , i'm grateful for the different people that God has set in my life , mainly Law , Mimi , Ame and a few others ... Never had i been better if not for Law , after all his teachings and all our conflicts , i believe that he makes alot more sense then i do ...=) ... Or rather , i make none ... Ame , if you ever read my blog , i've got to thank you for that night , thank you for talking and cracking jokes ... =) ... Mimi , I <3 you ... There is nothing else that i can say to you my brother ... =) ...

I read through Jodi Picoult's 'Keeping Faith' today and i stopped at the part where the psychiatrist tells Mariah that she should consider the possibilities that Faith might be see-ing God as her imaginary friend ... When i read the line 'she might be see-ing God' , a strange chill went down my spine ... What am i trying to say ? I don't know ... Maybe God is telling me to trust in Him before the bad news came right after ? I seriously don't ...

The past weeks have been all about travelling to different places , some near , some far ... Some so well that i am even getting bored of it ... But it was a new experience , a new perspective ...

Well just a short summary of what has happened and what will be up soon on my blog are these :-
1. Trip to Indonesia
2, Trip to Genting + KL ...
3. Hai Chin's Birthday
4. Law's proposal/confession
5. Work as a bartender/waiter and as a short skit storyteller .

I would like to tell more but it's 2.10am and i just got lied right in the face ... So i shall continue this emo night by praying and resting ... I hope that tomorrow will be a fresh new start , a brand new day !!

From ,
Ben Ong
with
<3 ...

The Past , The Present and The Future

2011-01-20T14:42:00.000+08:00

A quote that has always been in my mind from the first time i've ever heard it till now is this :-

" Yesterday is HISTORY , 2moro is MYSTERY but today is a GIFT , thats why its called PRESENT "

This quote taught me to live life to the fullest for anything can happen the next minute , but to think of it , living life to the fullest doesn't just mean enjoy and enjoy and enjoy . It's more to accomplishing your goals/aim in life . If everyone were to enjoy and enjoy , who would be working ? Who would be inventing ? Who would be teaching ? Who would be preaching ? And who would be helping ?

This year is meant to be my " Year of Growth " where i grow in alot of things in a different environment , different community , a different perspective ... So i'm making clear a little by little to people around me and about things around me , for carrying the weight isn't what i want to be doing , for it isn't healthy to be doing that always ... Why ? It causes others as well as yourself ...

Today , what prompt me to blog is this particular song " Back to December " - Taylor Swift ...
Well , i like Taylor like ALOT ...[Yea , i know i sound like a sissy but so what ?] ... This song reminds me of why so many people loves her ... Her songs might be cheesy or mayb a lil too over the top at times but when you think of it , she is actually talking about us[or at least when we were young/or at a point of time in our lives] feeling so passionate about LOVE/RELATIONSHIPS ... Take "Back to December" as an example ... Speaking of how a guy got rejected and gone but she regrets and it seems like there is no turning back ... But i'm telling YOU , if the guy truly loves YOU , he'll be waiting for you even though you take years to complete what you need to do ... Here you go , the lyrics ...

" BACK TO DECEMBER " - Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family ?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burning in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up late playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
Then I think about summer
All the beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came and the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your turns
Your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is in your door I understand

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

If i could , i would wish to go back to September/October rather than December ... =) ...

And here are some shots i took[for fun] ... Hehehe

Yeah thats all !!
Peace-out ... =) ...
Ben Ong #7 ... ^^

2011 , The Year of Growth ! =)

2011-01-09T13:23:00.001+08:00

It's been awhile since i've updated my BLOG , nevertheless , Jeszlynn - I will ... =) ...

A recap of what have been done after SPM is over till today was :-
- Worked with Allyson (3 days)
- YouthQuake 2010 (26th-30th)
- Genting (30th-1st)
- Visit/Trip to Malacca (Malacca Wesley , Cendol , Etc)
- Ipoh (Nga Choi Kai-If thats how you spell it ?)
- Penang on 2nd !!! =) ... (I missed Penang so much)
- Job Hunting !!

Lets starts from SPM ?
- During the period of SPM , i finally understood the meaning of Stress and Hardship !! I barely slept well throughout the first two weeks of exam ... But God was good , He answered my prayers and made me felt great ... SPM was just a so-so for me ... Not expecting to get a great result but hopefully sufficient ...

Next , YouthQuake !!

Ps. Joe Loon : ARE YOU READY !!!
400+ youth : Yeahh .... =.=
Ps. Joe Loon : ARE YOU READY FOR GOD TO 'ROCK YOUR WORLD' !!!
400+ Youth : YEAAAAAHHHHHHHH !!!!! =) [And the crowd went wild]

Guess these 5 days of screaming and shouting and praising and having fun won't be enough for all of us who joined and enjoyed YouthQuake in PeaceHaven , Genting in 2010 . Worship sessions were awesome ! Vocals , Guitarist , Drummers , Pianist , Bassist and Woship Leaders were great in making a pathway for the youths of Malaysia to connect to God ! Good Job people !! Plenary sessions started off with the dialog you've just read by Ps. Joe and the response of the 400 youth which filled the place by 4pm , 26th Dec from all around Malaysia . As one of the participants i truly enjoyed the camp , the food was awesome and the people , great ! Met alot of old and new friends , and through this camp , my eyes were opened to how much people can be . They're so GOOD !!!! In all aspects that is . Studies , IQ , Smart and the list goes on .
The lesson that Ps. Joe preached was truly a knife stabbed in our hearts[or at least to me] . He talked about things which are very true in our lives today and the challenge ? Hmmm ... I would leave it those that came and heard ... =) ... Everything else in the camp was good , games , workshops , team-building ... Lets just let some pictures do the talking will we ?

Pics aren't all mine cause i din get my cam that time ... Am really thankful for the people there ... =)

How am i gonna grow this year ? Well a simple growing thru serving Christ !! =)

Will have session 2 of "Year of Growth" soon ... But for now , Sleep ... =)

Signing off ,
Ben Ong #22 ^^

Improvement

2010-10-16T18:57:00.000+08:00

Like anyone who's 17 this year , i'm also facing the 'SPM' . I assume everyone knows what that is . Nevertheless , I'm still taking the time and the effort to write something on improvement .

Things we do and people we face each day are actually what teaches us about life . Circumstances we face , problems we solve and hardships we endure helps us both physically and mentally , thus creating space for us to improve either in work , studies , character and the like . Who am I ? What is my purpose in life ? What do I want to do ? What will happen if *a particular event* happens ? What will I do then ? Do I love her ? Have you ever asked yourself these questions ? I assume so ! How did you then answer the question if not for guidance from people around you and also from certain abstract from the newspaper , radio and the like .

But beware ! Improvement can mean towards good or maybe toawrds bad . It's your choice to make and your step to choose ... =)

Like a wise man once asked his apprentice ,

Wise Man : What/Which is the largest room in the world ?
Apprentice : According to the Guinness World Records , the largest room in the world should be in the Pentagon .
Wise Man : No ! It's the scope of improving one's self on all levels in our lives - be it personal , academic , social , professional or spiritual .
Apprentice : Huh ?
Wise Man : Yes , the largest room in the world is 'The Room of Improvement' .

Signing off ,
Ben Ong #22 ^^

The significant ONE !

2010-10-04T11:16:00.000+08:00

So , what is the significant thing about this ONE ?

Well , this thing that we call ONE is very significant because it means , cause and brings alot of meanings and situations . Why say so ? Simple , one simple mistake can bring to a downfall of man . One choice and the whole world is saved . One decision can make u happy . One act can cause people to suffer . One move can bring people together , one move can make you believe in something more , one move can set the whole generation free(quoted from step up 3) . One Man saved all our lives !!

See the significant of one ? No ?

Let me tell you more then ...
One mistake in choice of words in your daily life/work life can cause you your job , your friend , how people view you and maybe , your life . One decision in life can set a whole nation free of slavery , a whole nation free of corruption . One act can cause another to suffer , though u can think that it doesn't mean a thing but look further , people might suffer for that particular(you think doesn't matter) act in time to come . One move you make can bring people/families together , one move you make can cause others to believe in something more (that they should) , one move the leaders of our nation make can set all of us free !! And the most important thing is that ONE choice and only ONE MAN saved all our lives !! And that man is none other than the man that died on the cross for all of our sins !!

So guys , choose properly your ONE ... The ONE that can make a difference in your life and others as well ... =) ...

"Be joyful not for every circumstance but be joyful in every circumstance"

Signing off ,
Ben Ong #22 ^^

All Glory goes to God !! =)

2010-09-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

Supx people , Ben Ong is back ... =)

Today , I almost got knocked down by a bike after school . How did it happen ? Well , it was after school and i was walking over the road to the bus stand for transport home . Sophia Lim and I and a whole bunch of schoolmates were waiting for the traffic light to b red so that we could cross to the other side , then when it turned red we all started walking over . Eventually when we were halfway walkin , an indian biker(note that he's a school kid) wanted to hit the red light and speed through . He knocked into a form 5 guy from my school but thank God he didn't get hurt(maybe because he's too fat ?) Hehehe ... The indian guy didn't even turn to say that he's sorry . Gosh , how rude and unethical can people be these days !! Anyways , if it wasn't for Sophia's attention and pullin me backwards , i would now be in the hospital and if it isn't for God , i might have lost my life for the 2nd time again . =)

Signing off ,
Ben Ong #22 ^^

Forgiveness

2010-09-24T16:05:00.000+08:00

I once received a message to ask me to treat people that i don't care about , a little better . It started of with an argument and it ended with this particular message . So , the question is why am i so cold ? It is so because i'm a person who really don't care bout people i'm not close with or rather don't like . I'm a person that when you're good to me i'll take you for granted . That is why i'm afraid that if i'm too nice to a person that particular person might take me for granted . I cannot stand being taken for granted . That is one of the biggest problem i face in life . Forgiveness ... :( ...

People always say that as Christians , we should take Jesus as an example to forgive everyone , even The Lord's Prayer says this "And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us" . So , is it ever so hard to forgive ? It was , for me but now ? I can outrightly tell you that it isn't ... :) ... Situations after situations , i've finally found that forgiving isn't very hard nor is it very simple . It's more to how you give and take . Nobody's perfect except Jesus Christ , therefore everyone will face problems . it can be to themselves or to others . In my case , i'm always the problem ... :) ... I'm always the notorious one causing problems with my character and my attitude . Just so you know it , I'm very bad to people that i dislike . I say things about them and talk bout them without even thinking twice . Now , i'm learning how to just forgive and forget and i'm really amazed at how forgiveness can heal a person and how much it means to let go of burdens . So yeah ! Forgiveness ... :) ... So yea , I forgive all of you ... :)

The main reason why i post this up is to tell you that i'm sorry and that i want you to forgive me like how i forgave you . I have come to realising that losing you would hurt . I'm sorry for the things i've done wrong to you , i'm sorry for saying the wrong things and i'm sorry for all my wrong actions taken in the past . All i ask for now is for you to forgive me and give me advice on how to improve . I'm learning how to be a man and i'll need your guidance . Real Love , i've learnt , is a very , very strong form of forgiveness . And i'm learning how to love you , despite whatever we've encountered , despite whatever we've done ... :) ...

"Without forgiveness life is governed by an endless cycle of resentment and retaliation" -Roberto Assagioli

“Humanity is never so beautiful as when praying for forgiveness, or else forgiving another”

Signing off ,
Ben Ong #22 ^^

Memories - 'A new beginning' ... O.o

2010-09-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

Memories are the most treasured 'thing' to anyone in the world . It worths more than silver or gold . Memories are sometimes good ? Sometimes sweet ? And sometimes just bitter . They trigger one's mental capacity in alot of ways . They can make one cry , smile and especially laugh when the incident makes them look dumb in public . A normal human would treasure memories more than money(but be sure that not everyone does the same) . Memories can be good can be bad . It is more to how you 'term' the memory and how you view things . Bad memories to a person can mean that they've done something wrong and they got lectured for hours or maybe just another bad day ?

Today , I'm going to share of a bittersweet memory/testimonial . A new life began for me after my worst accident while riding just about 3 months back ... Then i started to realize the difference in me ... A wounded eye , an injured foot , a weaken body and a tougher soul ... It's sad to see myself in the mirror each day when i bathe or even when i'm changing ... But nevertheless , I've seen a few good changes in my character but yet it isn't enough ? People say that i've grown up ... I don't think so ... Look at me , I cant even handle myself(in general) well enough ... Maybe i am ? Just not see-ing it for myself or i've not reached my aim . Just so you know it i always aim for the best . But i've never ever reached them ... It's gonna be different from now on !! Why do i label this memory as a bittersweet memory ? Well , the bitter part has been exposed ... But , the sweet part is where my mum , lawrence , hai chin , yang , zo , jun , keat and all my other brothers and friends come in . I've felt love throughout the days in the hospital ... =) ... Mayb it really requires a person to go through suffering to notice certain particulars .

The past few days opened my eyes to many things . To be cool-headed , to b humble , to work hard , to change , to b patient and to believe ! I've learnt that i'm actually quite a screw-up . But no worries , with a little effort and my GOD and Saviour , i'll be un-screwed in no time . Studying finally rawks to me now and i'm happier for the satisfaction of studying . Take example of today , Math was never really my thing and to be honest i've never ever completed a question in paper 2 without leavin some places blank . But today , I felt happy for finishin the whole paper , eventhough there are some blanks here and there but i'm sure i'm doing good ! Hehe .. Next ! Sejarah ... Let's just see how it goes tomorrow ...

Sidetrack-ed :
I'm so in love with Jason Derulo now !! His songs are so awesome and it is a must to listen to them !!
Jason Derulo's songs :-
1) Queen of Hearts
2) What If
3) Locked in Love
4) She Flys Me Away
5) Fallen
6) Strobelight
7) Cyber Love
8) Encore
9) Closure
10) Love Hangover
11 ) Tonight

Go check him out !! He's awesome !! He has more songs but u'll have to go find out yourself !! :) ...

Signing off ,
Ben Ong #22 ^^

Endurance and Perserverance

2010-09-16T18:34:00.000+08:00

Meanings :-
1) Endurance - the ability or strength to continue or last, esp. despite fatigue, stress, or other adverse conditions
2) Perserverance - steady persistence in a course of action, a purpose, a state, etc., esp. in spite of difficulties, obstacles, or discouragement.

Time to time , these two words appear in my mind , telling me to endure and perservere through whatever the circumstance . I've been telling myself that 'It's time to grow up ben , it's time to grow up ' , again and again but i've not been moving !! Today , these two words hold a significant meaning to my life . People always say that 'In life , there are Ups and there are Downs' and true enough i'm not disagree-ing to that fact . We really aren't perfect , and we will never be . No matter how hard a person tries to strive for perfection , he'll fail . No matter how successful a person can be , he fails too[maybe before he was successful ?] It is the endurance and the perserverance that makes/build/restore and develop a person's character and brings the person to where he belongs . It's through enduring and perservering that a person can move forward , grow up , mature and seek for happiness and true love . These are a few qoutes fond to the matter of endurance and perserverance .

“Happiness is different from pleasure. Happiness has something to do with struggling, enduring, and accomplishing.”

“Maturity of mind is the capacity to endure uncertainty.” - John Finley

“Life is a series of experiences, each of which makes us bigger, even though it is hard to realize this. For the world was built to develop character, and we must learn that the setbacks and grieves which we endure help us in our marching onward.” - Henry Ford

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres" - 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

I have this superb brother that always tell me this ... I never understood the meaning till this very moment , this very instance . He always says this 'Ben , you're 16[soon to be 17] . You're growing up now .You're changin for the better . Think wisely and grow in CHRIST . If without GOD u'll grow but not grow to be the man you're meant to be .' I miss his lectures , i miss his teaching . Eventhough we always fight/quarrel and misunderstand each other , but i know that he truly loves me and that i love him too . I really want to grow but nothing happens overnight . I cannot just demand and not do anything . I cannot hope that i get things easily . I cannot hope that things just happen when the time is right . I have to grab the opportunity , the chance before i lose it again . I pray , oh i pray that i will endure and have courage to perservere through this time and be the man that i can be . I promise that i'll strive and work hard from now on ! :) . Smile ! I promised that i start and end every single day in my life with a BIG SMILE and a THANKFUL heart . :-)

Signing off ,

Ben Ong #22 ^^

A crazy lil thing call love !

2010-09-15T14:32:00.000+08:00

There's somethin that just keeps on haunting me today ... That feeling can't be described with words i presume .. Its just so awesome and un-awesome at the same time ... Wth am i talkin bout ... Zzzz ... Nevermind ... Ignore that ... Anyway ... I was so confused about my surroundings and status and situation that i'm in ... So , I had a good long talk and discussion with Syahmi !!! BTW , Syahmi is my superbly fit and Gay Brother ... Hahahahaha ... We discuss over the matter and we finally found the solution ... And now it's bein carried out ... Gosh , it hurts my heart to carry the solution out ... But what to do ?? To stop the misunderstanding and problem to go on , we're gotta do it this way ... :-( ... But it'll be fine !!! :)

If words could describe how much i feel for you ,
i would put them down on paper and send it to you ...
If actions would show you that i am true ,
i would sing songs to tell you that i love you ...
If thoughts could ensure my love for you ,
i'm telling you now that i've found you !! ...
If i ever had a wish come true ,
it would be for the best for you ...

I'm crazily , madly in love with you ...

Hopefully we'll get better and improve and start patching things up and make this happen ... ^^

Signing off ,
Ben Ong #22 ^^

Memo ! xD

2010-09-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

|Yesterday|
Some of the schools in Penang are havin holidays ... And my school juz appear to be soooo HARDWORKING that they have classes on Tuesday , Wednesday and Friday !! Gosh ... School has never been fun ... But yet to think of it ... Fellowship with frenz matters to ... Thats why i chose to go ... Well , time to get to get to the funny part ... Yesterday , We had PJ ... It means Pendidikan Jasmani ... Where we go out and run like mad cows on the field ... Hahaha ... We did Basketball and of all things to do , we all tried SlamDunk-ing ... Guess what ... We used chairs instead of running and dunk-in the right way ... ^^ ... Wheeee ... Stupid thing was that i tried and i fell ... Pain tau !!! Hahaha ... I knocked on my chin , elbows , knee and body ... Till now the pain on my arms are still there ... But nvm , Thank GOD i'm still alive ... Hahaha ... It was a great experience though ...

|Today|
Wheeee ... Today we practically did not have anything to do ... Woots !! SLeep all day ... Hahaha ... School ended early as usual ... Teachers had meeting early and Tadaaaaa i'm home ... Hahahaha

|Tommorrow|
2mrw would be a good day i hope ... I'm gonna go to Starbucks for a group study with Ame and Syahmi !!! Woots !! I hope i can study ... Its science ... Killers or Bridges are better then studyin science if any of u wud understand ... Heee ...

Signing off ,
Ben Ong #22 ^^

Awesome-ness !!!

2010-09-13T18:09:00.000+08:00

Of all things to be shared out , 1st and foremost !!! *Drum Roles* ... Awaiting the arrival of my new and AWESOME floorball stick !!! Hahahahahaha ... How do you describe ?? Simple ...

Its :-
Curved at both ends ...
Awesome matching colours ..
Amazing Technology ...
Great blade ...
Superb ... (Cuz now BEN ONG #22 Owns one of these ...)

Is so in LOVE with Floorball !!! :p

Signing Off

Ben Ong #22 ^^

Welcome Back !!

2010-09-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

Wow ... Since 4th of September 2009 till now i've not been updating ... *impressed !!! ... But all you ppl get rdy cuz Ben Ong is back !! Fresh and New !!! All ye ppl yail #22 !!! Whoo Hooo ... Hahahaha ... Well ... Just to briefly summarize my life from then till now ... Ermmmm ... I dun think it can be summarized ... Ok !! Fine ... I'll tell u guys 1 by 1 !! Hehehehe ... Juz wait till thursday and i'll start posting things up ^^ ... Whee heeee ... For now ... STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY AND MORE STUDY !!!! GOSH !!!!!

Signing Off ,
Ben Ong #22 ^^

4 September 2009

2009-09-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

Summary of the DAY ...

Early morning woke up at 7.15 reached skul at 7.20 ... Quite faz eh ?? xD .. So skul was as usual then ended and i went over to church for Bible Knowledge class with the Pastor's Wife ... Then i rushed down to Hitz Studio for a recording for the musicale in 25th Oct. ... Well ... My singing sucks and the rest are gooood ... Even lawrence himself sang and WOW us all and i sucked my song out ... *sigh ... Well Claire is superbly great in singing ... You guys should come over to the musicale to see it ... I have a feeling its gonna be nice ... i mean the price is Rm 50 ... Not F.O.C ... :p ... Hahaha ...

Hey people , 2moro i'll be going for church camp and the worst part ... WITHOUT MY PHONE ... What a sad thing ... This means guys there wont be any pictures for you people ... Muahahaha ... But after church camp i'll update u all by grabbing other ppl's picture ... MUAHAHAHAHA ... *Evil ... Ok cya ...

╩Bad Days╩

2009-09-03T13:15:00.000+08:00

Its a sad sad day ... T.T

|YeStErDaY|

So yesterday i found out how cruel ppl can be ... How brainless and stupid these people are ... I oso found out how stupid a person like me can be ... *sigh ... How sad ... I learned that people can be bad and good depending on how you view a person and that i'm a lame stupid desperate kid ... 'THIS IS THE END' - I've been saying these words to myself and it doesn't just work like that ... WHEN WILL I LEARN !!?!?!? Hmm ... I thank GOD for the people around me no matter how bad they can be i still thank GOD for opening my eyes and making me realise about it ...

|TÖDáY|

Today is quite a BAD day too ... My phone got confiscated ... and its the 2nd time ... Good News is that its just one month ... Bad news is that they confiscated my phone , memory card and SIM card ... I'm gonna appeal 2moro again if i can get the phone back from the discipline teachers with my parents help hopefully ... I mean i know its my wrong but yea hopefully ...

|EnD|

OmG !?!?! Gay !?!?!

2009-08-31T15:05:00.000+08:00

Nobody[English Version] - Wonder Girls

You know i still love you , baby . And it will never change .(Saranghae)

I want nobody , nobody but you ...
I want nobody , nobody but you ...
How can i be with another , I don't want any other ;
I want nobody , nobody , nobody , nobody ...

Why are you trying to , to make me leave you
I know what you're thinking . Baby , why aren't you listening?
How can I just , just love someone else and
Forget you completely , when I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough . My life with you is just too tough .
You know its not right , so just stop and come back boy
How can this be when we were meant to be

I want nobody , nobody but you ...
I want nobody , nobody but you ...
How can i be with another , I don't want any other ;
I want nobody , nobody , nobody , nobody ... [2x]

Why can't we just , just be like this cause
it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when i'm with you , no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough . My life with you is just too tough .
You know me enough , so you know what i need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be

I want nobody , nobody but you ...

I want nobody , nobody but you ...
How can i be with another , I don't want any other ;
I want nobody , nobody , nobody , nobody ... [2x]

I don't want no body , body
I don't want no body , body
Honey you know it's you that I want ,
its you that I need , why can't you see ?

I want nobody , nobody but you ...

I want nobody , nobody but you ...
How can i be with another , I don't want any other ;
I want nobody , nobody , nobody , nobody ... [2x]

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matter other then you and me , so tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way , why do you push me away
I don't want nobody , nobody , nobody , nobody but you

Ok now you can listen to this song and watch the performance over here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqPJX4VSM3w&feature=fvw

Now after watching that its time to watch the similar thing but a different way of presenting it ... Honestly do me a favour and watch it ... You're gonna puke , cry blood and jump off a cliff ...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=031N31B4EvM

Feeling *ewwww right now ?? Hahax xD ... :p ... But the song is superb , It got ruined by thos thailand student ... :p

╩ BenOng's Fact ╩

2009-08-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

Wassup wassup !?!?
Ben Ong back on BLOG ... Well fun but still quite boring cuz nothin else to do ma ...

╩ BenOng Fact #1 ╩
I juz transfered to MBS from SXI , so peeps if u wanna find me u can get me at MBS 4AK1 ...
æWARNINGæ Don't ask me WHY i transfered ok ??
I'm totally missing the guys in SXI , eventhough u guys might hate me ... I DUN CARE ... xD

╩ BenOng Fact #2 ╩
Me and some of my new frenz in MBS set up a clan/group/family[However U Wanna Put It] ... We'll hangout sometimes ... Its in xDo ... 18|sx ... U guys can check it out in friendster ... penangkia_18sx@hotmail.com ... Huever wanna join can msg me or add me in friendster ...

╩ BenOng Fact #3 ╩
Whats wiv ppl flooding my Chat Box and hu is BRENDA ?? zZzZzZzZzZz ... Stop flooding my freakin Chat Box ... I'm a person that can really really fire off !?!?!?!

╩ BenOng Fact #4 ╩
Every1 in LIFE will meet a turning point , i'm hoping to see one soon ... All u ppl out there PRAy for me ... :p ... THX ... Love u guys ... xD ...

╩ BenOng Fact #5 ╩
I totally HATE : 1) People hu are STUPID but tryin to act SMART !?!?
                         2) People that can't decide what to do and follows other people around
                         3) People that don't have the guts to express what they think and feel
                         4) People that tries so hard to be matured but they aren't ... I really dun understand this
                         5) People that talks shit/nonsense in front of me ...

╩ BenOng Fact #6 ╩
Adventist Hospital , Penang is having a MUSICAL in October(date not confirmed) ... Its a FUND raising project  ... Tickets are Rm50 and i'm actin in it so if u wanna come contact me ... How ?? Add me in Facebook or Friendster benojh_93@live.com.my ... Thx

Thatx Allx Focks ... :p

HaHaX !!! Ma MaThS A++ !!!!

2008-06-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

Look at this my math result !!!!

My MaThS PaPeR HaHax....

All da girls and womans out the ... dun get this wrong lol its juz a joke .... Besides i din do this hahax .. i came pass a Friendster profile and i saw this so i took it and put it here cuz its quite funny hahax .... EnJoY LiF3 !!!!! Wee !!!!

Whoa LOVE IT !!!!!

2008-06-05T11:21:00.000+08:00

The other day we (we means me , Lawrence and Cal) had a small and tiny (when i say small and tiny ... i really mean it ) Birthday Party for ...

CALVIN TAN (Perasan guy)....

We went to Queensbay to celebrate his birthday....so we went to Paddington to eat ... HOW DELICIOUS !!!!!
This are some pics from the Bday....

Cal & Lawrence before the food came...

OH MY GOSH !!! THATS THE SALAD ??

(ITS LARGE....)

Cal's Free Dessert (Yum Yum!!!)

The Smoked Salmon SERIOUSLY ROCKS!!!!

Lawrence how did that taste like ??

Out Of Breath cuz too full ...

Guess what present Lawrence gave to Cal ??? Well the answer is a BOXER!!! HaHaX....xD.....How i wish to have a birthday party too.... hahax....even though its small ... sigh ...

Well the birthday was fun .... Hahax

HaPpY StOrY!!!!

2008-06-04T11:10:00.000+08:00

This happened a few weeks back ... Here's the story .... My computer was LIKE THIS last year ....

OK OK Enough with the ilustration .....

Then i thought it was never gonna b ok again cuz my dad din want to fix it ...But one day i was hoping and praying to GOD for my computer to be alright and TUH DUH !!!!

My dad fixed my comp !!!!! I was like OMG is it TRUE ???? (Well of course it is u dungu fart) Anyway thats why i wrote this ... HahaX

I LOVE MY DAD AND I LOVE GOD !!!!!

FLOORBALL

2008-06-04T01:52:00.000+08:00

CONTACT FLOORBALL CLUB

Floorball is a basic game but it seems to me like i've never improve over the years and to be honest i try to play my best and i juz fail everytime . Playing floorball to me isn't a game anymore ... it feels to me like i'm in a battlefield and i have to put everything on the line to play but yet i dun feel its enough ... i don't even know why . Anyway , yesterday Penang Floorball Association (PFA) had a game with MERIDIAN COLLEGE at Balik Pulau ... I'm happy that i got to play even though i was late ...( THK GOD PASTOR ED DIN FIND OUT ) hahax ...

Well our game against MERIDIAN COLLEGE was a very tough game but it was very enjoyable...even though the mens lost 5-2 and the girls drew with them 2-2...

SAD AFTER LOSING TO THEM (SoBx)